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bitcon is have a brain fart

some from today

Tis said they come in 3 s ,or when it rains it pours , and such , there has been two , kid escaped possibly not unscathed , but close enough , and he had em all caught up and back on the normal ole schedule far as skinny winnies and fattie watties , , but then , well ain't no words , fuck from a dum ass meaningless well whatever , his girl I think almost has more balls than he does , I still here , they wont be alone , or he wont be ,or she wont be ,she has earned the respect, in a world not easy to earn such ,already know whats apt to happen,wasent planned for my ole man but how it worked out ,symbolic my ass , Ill lay him to rest myself ,get these people the fuck out a here , just happened , cause some shit is the way some shit is , she may or may not be right beside him but there aint nothing ,,,,,,symbolic,,,,,,, round here ,the kid and her ole man were at both ends of the gauntlet at a point , both knew at this point tho the ,,,,,,,real,,,,,,, and thats the way it will be , wont be for a show it will be because thats just the way shit is ,, a cycle that not even she was aware of played out all too soon ,they were tho ,and a bit of a meeting in the middle ,and one gone ,in a heartbeat , I know the kid was aware of how life works maybe too aware ,no rhyme , no reason , just ,,,,,,,,,,life,,,,,,,, , not sure when if ever ,lol, most have no fucking clue of what ,,,,,,,,,,,,little things ,,,,,,,,,,,,mean or translate too , I was over some things , not sure when they will be, carry on all

we will always remember

Ole pal , Im over it , My Hats off to you ,same ole pictures forever , same same same ole , My heart bleeds for that girl if I even have one anymore ,piece of fucking shit mother , and a father that done everything he knew plus some to be both ,cant say that little thing wasent close to getting a good backhand not so long ago but she stormed off and came back with the 5 gallon bucket to stand on and still could not look me in the eye or see eye to eye , but could poke me in the chest all I could say was yes mam, she earned some things ,lol, so fucking over most ,,,,,,,,,humans,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, in general ,they all like a fucking book , no words , just no words , as said ,Im over it , the powers that be can throw what they want at me ,they know I know lol, Id trade places in a heart beat , cause I know and I dont give a fuck,all left would be more than fine , best to you old friend ,and some how my kid found himself in the middle ,an older sister thats oblivious to how life really is , , my fault no doubt , she is my little girl , but a son who knows ,and he knows , he knows he wasent just the left over shit no matter what he may say lol,different class of learning no doubt , but he knows why , as said a time or two , one couldnt write a script any better if they tried , lol, there is only two , right , wrong , black , white , dosent mean fucking skin color , good, evil , man , woman , there is only two of anything except they come in 3 s ,perhaps symbolic of the Father, the Son and the Holy ghost ,these 3 are 1 , like my son I too was grounded in my youth and went to Sunday school lol, what the fuck ever life , bring it,you got a problem with me then bring that shit to me , not those I care about and your a fucking pussy if you pick on them, bout all I got left to say

Hey Diggz, I can’t imagine everything you’ve been through. If there’s ever a moment you feel like explaining what happened, I’d love to understand better,but totally only if and when you’re comfortable.

Lol, ever hear of a thing called ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,life ,,,,,,,,,,,,, thats all , plug and play for about anyone ole fifty fibs , any common ole working stiff fabric of any country any where on the globe ,was never cut out to be any one elses worker ant tho , thats it , thats all, one improvises and overcomes or they dont , all depends on the ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,will,,,,,,,,,,,,,,one sees shit for what it is, or they get entangled in what it aint ,aint much fits the ,,,,,,,,,circus,,,,,,,,,much better , Im sure even you can decipher the meaning behind that by now,and and I cant even imagine the stupid shit Ive been thru at this point ,much self inflicted ,woman , whiskey , and so on and so forth lol, important shit , not really , sure as hell wont be paying somebody to lay on their couch and recall and guestimate what it may mean lol its called ,,,,,,,,,,,,,LIFE ,,,,,,,,,,,, one gets the fuck over it and goes on or they dont , pretty simple really, cant say I dont hate everything at this point tho lol even tho not really much to do with me , but people I care about ,kinda does come back around to me tho lol, as said was fine just working on consecutive days alive , now its slightly different sure many have been thru much worse , there always is , but a majority talking thru their ass , just a fact of life ,lol, but been electrocuted , buried , drowned , poisoned , dropped 85 foot out the sky , do have a bit of experience with some things over the course of ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,life,,,,,,,,,,,, lol, shouldnt be here but still am, aint really blind anymore, life can do what it wants with me , but those I care about or even someone I care about who they they care about , well some things just pisses one off ,

sum up the last bit , kid was in an accident ,cause of some dumb fucks mistake and he tried and did save em from dying ,accident , seemly fine , he wasn't , working on getting over it , feeling a bit inept because of some extras put on those around him , busting ass to get his girls and her dads cattle and the fatties and skinnies back in order and does, her legacy in order ,a bridge to cross when it was to get here in a way out future , that wasent way out I guess , then her dad has a heart attack and is gone , only known him for a couple years maybe not even quite that ,only one to survive putting a gun to one of mines heads lol, understandable reasons ,wont fib , it was discussed with a gun to a different head ,and he knew there was shells in the chambers and the hammer was back , an it was bigger lol , younger than me by a bit , a good ole boy , very ,,,,,,,,,normal,,,,,,, but the kids woman is devastated , not an easy thing for em for a bit for sure , many things that will need be worked out , mean time well guess Im on double duty for a bit , as said, Im over some shit for sure , no time anyway lol, whatever he , she , they choose , so it shall be , but as said some decisions will need be because Im only 1, like an old dog life hasent killed yet try as it may , old reliable ,nobody checks much because well Im just around no matter what, that clock is ticking tho , lol

Diggz, you’ve lived through things that would break most people, and you still show up for your family. I’m sorry for what your boy and his girl have had to face, and for the loss of her father. I actually almost kicked the bucket as well from a heart attack not long ago, its still shaky but here we are chatting after some time. That’s a tough blow for anyone.
Just know I’m here if you ever want to talk or need anything at all. I can throw my 50 cents

By the way i have a newbie little girl turning 1 in 3 days. Been long since we spoke just realised.

Digger, there are no words for this. I've known you for a long time, and I've seen what you've been through. Anyone who knows you could see you always did right by your boy. You gave him everything you had. You're hard as a rock, and you're going to need every bit of that now. So goddamn sorry, man

some things digs hurt the hardest a loss can never be recovered and its so sad when close to home , god bless you all digs

Haven't actually been trading. But I got a one digit acc aaaand Imma try to do Digger slow build for another next week's.

My scalping for today and I'm done for the day before the big boys come stretch my little fella.


Got baby gump and a bunch of coins in the bucket.

Should I get it right after some many weeks will share the history, if not we will have a chuckle about it.

50 Fibz

Good morning guys,

sorry to hear that digger. Life can be a bitch, it doesn´t fucking care.

Did get a nutshot today removing sl and so forth was able to end it be. As soon as i entered and looked left i know that i was in the wrong spot. Added of course to the losser and the roller coaster started -.-. Currently long at QR1.

Hi guys,

done for the day. See you tomorrow.

Kind regards

swapped one out, out with the old in the with new, looks the same for now.. would be #5 for the day