Hi Branco, interesting thread. I'm sorry about your loss, but I have to say that your story feels like a tutorial unconvetional lesson for anybody approaching FX. Unfortunately, you kind of had most of the accidents that an educated beginner will have. I hope you will shake it out and get back all the pips that you gave to the market and more.
My 2 cent advice is to set up some written down rules, like: am I following my sYstem, my MM, am I out of major news event, away from holidays, are support or resistance on the way of my trade, is the RR of this trade good enough, do I have a reasonable stop? etc etc etc
Then follow them with discipline and patience.
A few trade per week/month that respect all of your rules can be enough for a nice amount of pips! And you will notice that your losses are often breaking at least one of them.
My 2 cent advice is to set up some written down rules, like: am I following my sYstem, my MM, am I out of major news event, away from holidays, are support or resistance on the way of my trade, is the RR of this trade good enough, do I have a reasonable stop? etc etc etc
Then follow them with discipline and patience.
A few trade per week/month that respect all of your rules can be enough for a nice amount of pips! And you will notice that your losses are often breaking at least one of them.