Diesel's Diary

Too many days sliding by without me keeping a record of how I've done.
I'll be using this thread to keep as a daily journal for all aspects of my collecting.

23rd May 2026
Day 1 of the rest of the year
Gym
Steps
Watched the usyk fight and had a Chinese
Didn’t do any work on my collecting…so that’s piss poor really…but it’s done now

Day 2
Big walk
Five guys for dinner and no gym - it’s bank holiday…34 degrees…I’m making excuses…but nothing I can do about it now.
No trading work…starting to realise why maybe things feel like they’re stalling…I’m not doing any fkin work!

Theres always work to be done, always

Am I any closer to the life I want as a result of the last 2 days - absolutely fkin not.

get your shit together diesel

Day 3
Fk all done to move the needle.
If I want life to be unrecognisable by the end of the year…the work rate needs to be unmatched.
Insanity work if I want the insane result.
I’m too close. Stop pissing around now and let’s get this cash.

Day 4
Gym
15k steps
Cal deficit
Work got smashed
Not done any homework or collecting live - not good but was playing catch up abit today
Tmoro’s a new day let’s get it

Day 5
shitty day after a strong one yday
No eating clean or work on my collecting
Tomorrows a new day
I’m close to getting the download for the risk framework I can feel it - I need to keep showing up - have asked Ghbdr to offer his thought process so will be interested in his response

Day 10
Piss poor output the first 9 days of this diary
nothing changes if nothing changes

Much better day today
- 6am gym
- 15k steps
- Clean eating
- did what I needed to do at work

No live collecting, no working on my collecting
Need and am addressing this

Day 11

Health
- 6am gym
- 15k steps
- Clean eating

Work
- ticked over

Collecting
- no work again to move the needle…wtf am I doing…get your shit together diesel

Day 12

Health - back on autopilot with my health habits now…more bandwidth, more trust in myself
- 6am gym
- 15k steps
- Clean eating cal deficit

Collecting
- was back on the charts for hours today, getting my feel
- daily inputs identified and routine structure planned
- June plan

To-do

- create cbot for trade management
- create email address to send daily report
- set collection spreadsheet up