Disliked{quote} I understand the power of trading right from the beginning But I never see the risks involved in it when I started it But now I completely understand it in all aspects Yes, I am living completely on my parents now I have zero earning now I am going through the worst time of my life I have been a topper in my academics in school Every other person in my school thinks of me like I would have been working on some good post now, some manager kind of thing in some bank or some company But they are not aware that I have been going through this...Ignored
sorry to say , but you sound like you have an addiction for trading.
you need to stop and think about your life deep. you take other in risk to finance this addiction.
you want trade with pressure in mind to pay from this all debts and costs. that's gambling at worst and increase your addiction.
when 90% lose, from rest 90% cant live from trading, from rest only some percent earn really good, how big you calculate your chance you can do it at the moment (live from this and pay back your many debts to friends and parents) with all the pressure you have?
clear your mid, search a job, get stable, think calm.. build it up step by step... talk to people.... but don't run one direction and increase the speed more and more when not bring success.
you don't have to bring money back in trading, you can also accept you changed money against experience. when people with money and people with experience meet in trading they often end by the one with the experience gets the money and the one with the money gets the experience.
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