Diesel's Diary

jr , reckon it wont be as elegant as it is my head either , dosent much matter when you peek , the way you have the '''''''1 ''''''' divided , your goal would be possible in any given one , of the 4 , on any given day , how its viewed makes a difference , at some point that bottom up view becomes a thing , and the time one peeks and a look left when ever one gets to their peeking time , and soon with practice , it becomes like somethings mentioned , just a reflex , something one just does as a day becomes 2 and then 3 etc etc , never just assuming tho , always the same ole in one shape or form , bit like a weather ''''''forecast'''''' some shit aint a closed system , but you know somethings that never change , little nuainces of anything in '''''chart form'''''' all have had friends and foes , but just gumps , from some things you have heard before and seen
at some point the 'jornal ' with the current days forcast and whats been journaled if about the actual intent of what is trying to be accomplished where , well , the point trying to be made should be known

thanks Jr...please don't delete...your words have a way of bringing me back to reality when i have the tendency to start drifting into the clouds again

the hell was going on on day 17 , ya trying out for what I would assume was a cricket team or something - hahaha...yeah i'll park that shit

22 days have passed, dont see anything mentioned much about what you are actually trying to collect from or what it has done in those days passed - you're right...waffling about steps doesn't get the cash

dont see much on an actual disection of any the days that have passed and yes the days will pass - understood...will upload a disection every evening after the trading day now.

there 4 of them for 1 , 1 day , not that I would put much stock in the open and close but I would know when they do , would at least provide some actual ''structure''' -understood jr and this is a thought I'd had...6hr closures for me are 5am,11am,5pm,11pm - will keep this in mind as a loose structure

there is whole lot journaliztion of stuff that aint got shit to do with the journey you are trying to be on not that some of the things mentioned aint important , but that shit will or wont happen as 23 days become more and more - i hear you jr...get back to the things that matter...don't need to be giving myself a pat on the back for looking after my health...that shit I should just do...my effort should be in my preparation, execution, dissection and continuously learning

at some point the 'journal ' with the current days forecast and whats been journaled if about the actual intent of what is trying to be accomplished where , well , the point trying to be made should be known - understood jr

as I lay here poolside, I realise all I have to do is make everyday count
I can’t re-do tmoro or yday…all I have is today

preparation
live collecting
practice - bar replay
stoch study & studying losing positions
review

Just do my very best on all of these inputs today